i have never tried chasing a girl before.

hm... the other day i was telling my friend about me never chasing a girl before.

me: come to think of it, i have never chased a girl before. can you believe how useless i am?

her: ya loh, see how useless u are.. what about your ex-gf?

me: we started dating online. i remember it was her asking whether i would wan to be her bf. then we met during valentine's and it all began.

when will i go and chase a girl then? i am sure this is something some of my frens are curious about. sometimes i have to ask myself too. when will i go chase a girl? do i have the guts to go chase a girl?

the problem now is. . is there a girl i want to chase? is there a girl that i want to be with now? is there a girl i admire now? i HONESTLY tell u. i have no idea. i dont know.

maybe when i have found someone i really like and think suits me, i will chase her. but i think by the time i do so much thinking, that girl would already have someone else.

i was having a little talk with my fren, jeanette, the other day. she said at our stage of life (oh, this sucks), it is hard for us just to get into a relationship just like that without thinking properly. it's very hard (not impossible) for a pair to just turn into a couple just like that.

in another conversation with another fren, ah bun, she said that she's crazy but she's rational. i can see that she is a happy go lucky type which i really admire. i wan to be like her but it's hard. but i can see she's a very smart girl too. very smart. or should i say high eq. very high.

to ah bun, i say u're smart is the same as u saying urself rational.