mixed feelings.

i'm having mixed feelings. what does it mean by mixed feelings? it's like when u mix alcohol with soup. eww. *laughs* what kind of a person would describe mixed feelings with alcohol and soup? a sick person. *drops* anyway, speaking of which, it reminds of the ice cream i ate at baskin n robins today. the one with the alcohol (i forgot the name) and the strawberry cheesecake ice cream.. yummy! (uhm, maybe not the alcohol one) she has got weird taste i may say? but one think i would agree is that the shoes that she buys are to my liking (as in acceptable). so far i've not came across any girl who has chosen shoes to my liking. please dont think that i'm sick. it's not that i would go and go see girls buy shoes. it's just something i've noticed. anyway, going back to wad i first mentioned. why am i having mixed feelings? hmmm.. maybe because i have to think about a little bit of everything? mum and bro coming to kl, stuff to do for studies, assignments, girls (hahahaha!!!), friends ( oh cecilia coming to kl!)..... what else? basically i know i have tonnes of things i need to do. but i dont know where to start. i'm not worried also. what can worry me anyway? haha. sometimes i really think that i am lucky compared to my other coursemates and friends. they're always worried over is it because nothing. i am too calm? or is it because they're not good at managing emotions? to be honest, those who cry during this time have no idea what they will face in the future. if they're already sobbing over small things, i dont dare imagine how they'll survive in the future. enough of picking on them. i should just mind my own business. no worries iggy.. no worries.. relax... heheh.. =)